Birthday cake and gifts for you, Jared

Some insensitive people asked us to let go of you, to let you go in peace. But darling, how can we do that? They did not go through the pains of losing their children or love ones, easy for them to say so! Now I understand why some people chose to follow their love dead ones, cause the pains of losing was too unbearable.The pain of losing you was too great. Yes, even though you had left us, but you were borned and were with us for 2 days. You are still our born child. You are still our son. How can we forget you? How can we let go so easily? All the 5 months plus of excitements in preparing for your arrival, the storytelling and singing to you every night, the talking to you everyday, the buying of things for you, all these still stay in my mind. Darling, we want you to be happy at wherever you are, but still just let us celebrate your birthday with you every year, say good night to you every night, remember you in our heart forever, and love you with all our hearts. These are the only things we can do for you son. Do go safely, and happily wherever you want to go, but just remember you are forever our precious son.

Happy 6th Birthday Son!

I love you baby...

Daddy

Happy 6th year old son

Love you forever. Nothing more to say Jared. you know, I love you. You know every today is a pain in my heart. You know, I forever wish I can have the chance to celebrate your birthday with you just like what I did with your little brother and sister. You know we always love you. Even though we do not always talk about you, but in our memory, you are forever there. In our heart, you are always there.
We love you son, happy 6th year old to you. K2 boy already, next year going to P1, must work hard ok?

Later mummy will go with didi to buy a cake for you, and we will celebrate your birthday together with you. Be there ok? Be there with us. Be there with us...

How are you son?

Thinking of you son...

How are you? I hope you are happy where ever you are. I hope you can see us, daddy, mummy, dash di di and violet mei mei. We miss you. I miss you.

Just want to tell you we have not forgotten you my baby.

Where ever you are, daddy will one day be with you, to take care of you, and to love you with all my heart.

k2 this year

Jared, sorry for not writing to you for so long, you should know you are always in our mind...

Anyway, heard colleague talking about registering their kids this year into P1. If you are still around, you will be in P1 next year too. :( Daddy and Mummy will be busy registering for you, and excited in sending you to Primary school next year.

How are you doing now? How is your progress in learning? You must have known a lot of things by now...I have no chance to read any storybook to you, sing any song to you or teach you anything. Sorry, darling. Pls forgive me. I hope in the other side of the world, you are still learning new things and skills from buddha.

I love you jared, forever I do...

Happy Lunar new year to you, jared

It's tiger year this year. Happy lunar new year to you, dear son. You are always on our mind.