Thinking of you...

Mummy left a few webpages opened when I was going to check something out on the Internet. I read through a particular website which attracted me and daddy is going to tell you about it. It was a site which is dedicated in memory to the son of a parent. It's just like this web site which daddy set up for you, to remember you, to write to you.

The website was for baby Jordan. He was just liked you, eager to see the world and came up before he was supposed to. Reading Baby Jordan's story reminded daddy of you, how brave you were when you were in NICU. I remember holding you in arms in your final hours and everything was so calm. He didn't have a chance to open your eyes to look at daddy or mummy. But we saw you, and we love you as our precious eldest son. I hope where ever you are Jared, I want you to be happy, and healthy.

Don't know what is happening to daddy lately, I seem to getting emotional easily, and sheding tears had been quite easy for me after reading stories which brought me to think of you. I hope you are well with buddha. I know I am selfish to say this Jared, but if you are waiting for daddy and mummy, I hope you will preserve and hold on with your wait. I don't want you to be someone else's son first. I want to take care of you, where ever you are. So wait for me Jared. Let us take care of you. We love you.

I love you Jared.

Jared,

Recently, I have been shifting our website and doing some upgrading as well as a new template for you. While shifting the letters, I thought of you when I read some of our letters especially from mummy. Do you know what boy? My tears has never fail to drop when I read this letter to you from mummy. I really felt the sadness of losing someone so important to us.

http://jared.ido.per.sg/?p=1

Just want to let you know we love you so much.

Daddy and mummy