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妈妈看错了

宇安

对不起,昨天妈妈到了PRECIOUS THOTS 的商店想买那个娃娃给你,但是发现原来那是个女孩子!我没有注意娃娃的头上有一个RIBBON。

现在妈妈只好换买另一个给你。就下面这个,好吗?


Figurine..

Yes Jared,

Daddy is going to get a figurine for you tonight. I have got mummy to do a name tag for you. I think we will place the figurine somewhere when you will get to see us anytime.

Mummy thinks that the figurine waving hand is like you saying goodbye to us. But to me, I want to think that as you calling daddy and mummy out to us. I want to think you are always with us.

I love you Jared.

Daddy

梦见

宇安

昨天,妈妈又做梦了。也许日有所思,夜有所梦吧!妈妈梦见自己又产下了一个早产婴孩。不过这次,这个孩子一点都不象早产的,还蛮大的,而且会哭,会喝奶。外婆也在梦里,她帮我抱着那个孩子,还帮我喂他喝奶。但是,那孩子把喝的奶全吐了出来,我就吓坏了,拼命去喊在梦中正在睡觉的爸爸,叫他起来快点载我和孩子去医院。我一直说那个孩子是早产的,应该在医院给医生照顾,怎么可以回来?

记忆犹新,我又做了一次梦里的妈妈。但是这个梦并不美丽。

我只我愿真当上妈妈,而且是一个足月、健康、健全孩子的妈妈。

思安,宇恩,一定要足月了才出生。宇安,一定要保互弟弟妹妹哦!

担心

宇安,

妈妈现在好担心,好担心。

妈妈好担心会失去弟弟。妈妈好担心会让弟弟受跟你同样的苦。

你知道吗,妈妈很害怕,妈妈害怕再失去。妈妈真的不能再失去。如果再失去,妈妈会丧失所有的勇气,妈妈会变得绝望。

妈妈能够做的,都做了。妈妈已经尽力了,如果还是必须失去,妈妈会对不起很多人,妈妈的世界会垮掉的。

妈妈已经失去你了,妈妈不想再失去弟弟了。你可以帮妈妈保护弟弟吗?你可以帮妈妈请求菩萨让弟弟留下来当爸爸妈妈的孩子吗?

妈妈只是想要有个孩子,为什么那么困难?请菩萨赐给我一个孩子吧!

属于宇安

宇安,

妈妈今天突然有个特别的想法,就是要买一个PRECIOUS MOMENTS的玩偶来送给你.以后也买一个给思安和宇恩。你觉得怎么样?这样,你们兄弟姐妹每个人都有属于你们的一个玩偶了。也许妈妈买了,会在上面贴上你们的名字。你认为好吗?你们都是爸爸妈妈最珍贵的宝贝,所以妈妈才选了PRECIOUS MOMENTS的玩偶。

n妈妈选了下面这个玩偶(男孩的)来送给你,我还没有去买,不过,下一回,我一定去买给你。

你知道为什么妈妈选了下面这个看似在挥手的男宝宝玩偶吗?他就像你在跟爸爸妈妈说再见一样,你走了。

妈妈还是常想着你,尤其想到你受了不少苦,就好心痛,好想哭。你才出世,就被那么多支针管插,一定很痛,对吧?你一定要告诉你的弟弟妹妹,不要那么急着出来,要足月了才出来,这样,他们不用像你一样受苦了。妈妈永远无法对你做出什么补偿。妈妈只希望你现在好好的。

答应妈妈,你会好好的,好吗?

Sorry Jared!

Hi Jared,

So sorry daddy had been so busy and haven't been writing to you for about 2 whole months already!! :] You must have missed me alot. Sorry my boy!

Daddy had been in my new job for 3 weeks already. Had been a pretty nice job so far, doing things which are interesting everyday, things which are challenging. It's located at a very nice place in Chinatown, where there are tons and tons of different varieties of food. Daddy had almost been taking different kinds of food for lunch everyday for the 3 weeks!!

Recently while having lunch at a hawker centre, daddy saw a shop selling lanterns and immediately I went into the store to look for a lantern for you. Mummy and daddy had wanted to get you one but we wanted something special, a snoopy one. I searched in vain at the shop for a snoopy one, and had nearly left when I decided I should check with the aunty at the shop. She initially said "No" but then changed her mind and said the only one she had is the one there. I followed the direction of her hand and index finger and hey!, that's a snoopy lantern! Although it is a bit noisy when you switched it on, daddy is sure you will like it just like the snoopy you are having by your side.

Next time daddy go shopping, I will try to get different kinds of snoopy for you! :thumbs:

I love you Jared, and daddy promise I will write to you often.

Daddy.
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